it hurts but not!

I tried to protest the offensive jokes. This is one of my concern. My classmate easily gives jokes which they cant notice that their words hurt and mean for me. Well! Its my fault because i am too good for them and i never realized that they are beyond my limitations. They are my friends that is why it blocks my anger every time they make me as their subject. They get pleasure , happiness or in short i am their clown . However still they are my friends i love them so much, i treasured the moment we had. But i don't know if they love me. I will hang this question, does they love me? Well, what ever it is. They are my shoulder to cry on> especially my one an only best friend. She knows that! You know who you are. friends, Bear in mind that i am an open-minded.