AGB Mega Manila TV Ratings (March 31-April 6): Agua Bendita maintains lead; Diva jumps to second

March 31, Wednesday

Daytime:

Diz Iz It! (GMA-7) 9.7%; Showtime (ABS-CBN) 14.4%

Eat Bulaga! (GMA-7) 17%; Daisy Siete: Bebe & Me (GMA-7) 13.4%; Wowowee (ABS-CBN) 14.7%

Gumapang Ka Sa Lusak (GMA-7) 12.3%; Magkano ang Iyong Dangal? (ABS-CBN) 11.5%

Ina, Kasusuklaman Ba Kita? (GMA-7) 13.2%; Maria de Jesus: Anghel Sa Lansangan (ABS-CBN) 8.6%; Banana Split Daily Servings (ABS-CBN) 6.1%

Ripley's Believe It Or Not (GMA-7) 7.5%; Pilipinas Got Talent (ABS-CBN) 7.3%

Family Feud (GMA-7) 8.2%; Lumang Piso Para Sa Puso (ABS-CBN) 9%

Primetime:

First Time (GMA-7) 14.2%; Tanging Yaman (ABS-CBN) 13.1%

24 Oras (GMA-7) 22.3%; TV Patrol World (ABS-CBN) 19.5%

Panday Kids (GMA-7) 24.3%; Agua Bendita (ABS-CBN) 26.8%

The Last Prince (GMA-7) 25.8%; Kung Tayo'y Magkakalayo (ABS-CBN) 24.8%

Diva (GMA-7) 26%; Habang May Buhay (ABS-CBN) 21.8%

Queen Seon Deok (GMA-7) 24.3%; Rubi (ABS-CBN) 20.6%; SNN: Showbiz News Ngayon (ABS-CBN) 14.2%

Saksi (GMA-7) 13.5%; Bandila (ABS-CBN) 7.1%

April 1, Holy Thursday

Hunter X Hunter (GMA-7) 12%; Race-Tin Flash & Dash (GMA-7) 13.6%; Knock Out (GMA-7) 13.5%; Peter Pan & The Pirates (ABS-CBN) 6.9%

Dayo Sa Mundo ng Elementalya (GMA-7) 17.2%; Matanglawin (ABS-CBN) 14.4%

Enteng Kabisote: Okay Ka Fairy Ko...The Legend (GMA-7) 29.3%; Noon at Ngayon (ABS-CBN) 12.4%

Batas Sa Aking Kamay (GMA-7) 25.5%; Witnessing the Light Part 1 (ABS-CBN) 7.2%

Wish Ko Lang (GMA-7) 17.5%; First Time Marathon (GMA-7) 13.3%; One More Chance (ABS-CBN) 12.5%

Tanikala: Ang Ikalawang Libro (GMA-7) 16.2%; The Celebration of the Last Supper (ABS-CBN) 4.6%

American Idol (GMA-7) 12.2%; Obra Presents Sunshine Dizon "Butch" (GMA-7) 19.5%; Kung Ako Na Lang Sana (ABS-CBN) 17.1%

American Idol Replay (GMA-7) 9.3%; Planet Philippines (GMA-7) 11.1%; Agua Bendita: The Holy Week Marathon (ABS-CBN) 29.8%

Born To Be Wild (GMA-7) 12%; I Witness (GMA-7) 12%; A Dangerous Life Part 1 (ABS-CBN) 14%

April 2, Good Friday

Hunter X Hunter (GMA-7) 7.6%; Race-Tin Flash & Dash (GMA-7) 10.5%; Knock Out (GMA-7) 13.2%; Peter Pan & The Pirates (ABS-CBN) 7.2%

Rubberman (GMA-7) 21.7%; Matanglawin (ABS-CBN) 12%

Siete Palabras 2010 (GMA-7) 11.4%; 7 Last Words (ABS-CBN) 8.1%

Wish Ko Lang (GMA-7) 14.6%; First Time Marathon (GMA-7) 16.6%; Ang Aming Mga Sala (ABS-CBN) 4.3%

Tanikala: Ang Ikalawang Libro (GMA-7) 19.5%; Veneration of the Cross (ABS-CBN) 3%

I.T.A.L.Y. (GMA-7) 18.4%; Sarah, Ang Munting Prinsesa (ABS-CBN) 16.6%

Let the Love Begin (GMA-7) 25.4%; Agua Bendita: The Holy Week Marathon (ABS-CBN) 20.7%

Till I Met You (GMA-7) 22.8%; Born To Be Wild (GMA-7) 12.6%; I Witness (GMA-7) 9%; A Dangerous Life Part 2 (ABS-CBN) 9.8%

April 3, Black Saturday

Hunter X Hunter (GMA-7) 13.6%; Race-Tin Flash & Dash (GMA-7) 12.2%; Knock Out (GMA-7) 16.9%; Peter Pan & The Pirates (ABS-CBN) 9.5%

Ploning (GMA-7) 14.7%; Matanglawin (ABS-CBN) 15.7%

Enteng Kabisote: Okay Ka Fairy Ko 2...The Legend Continues (GMA-7) 25.5%; Forevermore (ABS-CBN) 16.5%

Manaoag: The Call of the Virgin (GMA-7) 9.8%; Witnessing the Light Part 1 (ABS-CBN) 4.9%

Wish Ko Lang (GMA-7) 13.3%; First Time Marathon (GMA-7) 15%; Ang Aming Mga Sala (ABS-CBN) 3.3%; Behind the Cross (TV5) 0.4%; Dora The Explorer (TV5) 1.9%

Gulong (GMA-7) 10.7%; Sakal Sakali Saklolo (ABS-CBN) 13.9%; Wonder Pets (TV5) 2.9%; Catdog (TV5) 3.5%; The Adventures of Jimmy Neutron (TV5) 4.5%; Spongebob Squarepants (TV5) 5.6%; Avatar The Legend of Aang (TV5) 5.6%

Anghel Sa Lupa (GMA-7) 20.8%; TV Patrol World (ABS-CBN) 21.5%; Santa Santita (TV5) 3.8%

Sacregivers (GMA-7) 19.9%; Agua Bendita: The Holy Week Marathon (ABS-CBN) 23.5%; Ang Mga Pinakabanal Na Tao ng Simbahan (TV5) 1.5%

Born To Be Wild (GMA-7) 16.3%; I Witness (GMA-7) 11.4%; A Dangerous Life (ABS-CBN) 13.6%; Kerygma TV (TV5) 0.4%; Found By A Love (TV5) 0.1%

Way of the Cross (GMA-7) 2.4%; Easter Vigil (ABS-CBN) 2.4%

April 4, Sunday

Daytime:

Zooperstars (GMA-7) 10.4%; Matanglawin (ABS-CBN) 11.6%

Party Pilipinas (GMA-7) 12.7%; ASAP XV (ABS-CBN) 12.7%

Dear Friend: My Stalking Heart (GMA-7) 9.3%; Your Song Presents Isla (ABS-CBN) 10.6%

Showbiz Central (GMA-7) 9.4%; The Buzz (ABS-CBN) 10%

Primetime:

24 Oras Weekend (GMA-7) 17.9%; TV Patrol Linggo (ABS-CBN) 15.4%

Pepito Manaloto (GMA-7) 20.9%; Goin' Bulilit (ABS-CBN) 17.4%

Kap's Amazing Stories (GMA-7) 17%; Rated K (ABS-CBN) 19.5%

Mel & Joey (GMA-7) 14%; Pilipinas Got Talent (ABS-CBN) 23.7%

Show Me Da Manny (GMA-7) 15.4%; Sharon (ABS-CBN) 15.5%

SNBO: Dahil Tanging Ikaw (GMA-7) 12.5%; Sunday's Best: Pirates of the Caribbean (ABS-CBN) 8.4%

April 5, Monday

Daytime:

Diz Iz It! (GMA-7) 9.7%; Showtime (ABS-CBN) 16.9%

Eat Bulaga! (GMA-7) 16%; Daisy Siete: Bebe & Me (GMA-7) 12.6%; Wowowee (ABS-CBN) 16%

Gumapang Ka Sa Lusak (GMA-7) 12.4%; Magkano ang Iyong Dangal? (ABS-CBN) 10.8%

Ina, Kasusuklaman Ba Kita? (GMA-7) 12%; Maria de Jesus: Anghel Sa Lansangan (ABS-CBN) 9.2%; Banana Split Daily Servings (ABS-CBN) 8%

Wipeout (GMA-7) 7.3%; Pilipinas Got Talent (ABS-CBN) 7.5%

Family Feud (GMA-7) 7.7%; Love Me Again (ABS-CBN) 9.2%

Primetime:

First Time (GMA-7) 17.7%; Tanging Yaman (ABS-CBN) 14%

24 Oras (GMA-7) 24.7%; TV Patrol World (ABS-CBN) 22.5%

Panday Kids (GMA-7) 22.4%; Agua Bendita (ABS-CBN) 33.9%

The Last Prince (GMA-7) 25.6%; Kung Tayo'y Magkakalayo (ABS-CBN) 28.1%

Diva (GMA-7) 24.9%; Habang May Buhay (ABS-CBN) 21.6%

Queen Seon Deok (GMA-7) 24.5%; Rubi (ABS-CBN) 18%; SNN: Showbiz News Ngayon (ABS-CBN) 13.3%

Saksi (GMA-7) 11%; Bandila (ABS-CBN) 7%

April 6, Tuesday

Daytime:

Diz Iz It! (GMA-7) 9.3%; Showtime (ABS-CBN) 15.4%

Eat Bulaga! (GMA-7) 16.2%; Daisy Siete: Bebe & Me (GMA-7) 12.3%; Wowowee (ABS-CBN) 14.4%

Gumapang Ka Sa Lusak (GMA-7) 12.5%; Magkano ang Iyong Dangal? (ABS-CBN) 10%

Ina, Kasusuklaman Ba Kita? (GMA-7) 11.9%; Maria de Jesus: Anghel Sa Lansangan (ABS-CBN) 8.5%; Banana Split Daily Servings (ABS-CBN) 6.7%

Wipeout (GMA-7) 10.4%; Pilipinas Got Talent (ABS-CBN) 6.3%

Family Feud (GMA-7) 10.7%; Love Me Again (ABS-CBN) 7.7%

Primetime:

First Time (GMA-7) 16.4%; Tanging Yaman (ABS-CBN) 15.3%

24 Oras (GMA-7) 25.2%; TV Patrol World (ABS-CBN) 21.5%

Panday Kids (GMA-7) 23.8%; Agua Bendita (ABS-CBN) 32.2%

The Last Prince (GMA-7) 28%; Kung Tayo'y Magkakalayo (ABS-CBN) 25.4%

Diva (GMA-7) 30.2%; Habang May Buhay (ABS-CBN) 22.7%

Queen Seon Deok (GMA-7) 27%; Rubi (ABS-CBN) 19.3%; SNN: Showbiz News Ngayon (ABS-CBN) 12.3%

Saksi (GMA-7) 13%; Bandila (ABS-CBN) 6.7%

I-Witness documentary earns for GMA-7 its second Peabody Award

The I-Witness documentary "Ambulansiyang de Paa" is among the 36 recipients of the 69th Peabody Awards this year. This episode of the GMA-7 show was the Philippines' lone entry in the prestigious award-giving body.

The official website of the Peabody Awards described the documentary thus: "Condemning deplorable conditions while celebrating neighborly valor and ingenuity, the report shows how people in a poor village carry their sick and injured over dangerous terrain to distant medical care using 'ambulances on foot.'"

Aired on March 2009, "Ambulansiyang de Paa" was hosted by Kara David and directed by Nowell Cuanang. It chronicled how residents of the Mangyan community of Apnagan in upland Oriental Mindoro use woven hammocks to carry sick people to distant hospitals because there is no health center in their area.

In a phone interview with GMA News, Kara expresssed her gratitude to the Peabody Awards for acknowledging her work. "Malaking karangalan yung manalo ka ng Peabody or something na hindi mo naman inisip, you just wanted to help. Gusto mo lang ipakita yung buhay ng mga Mangyan doon at yung hirap na pinagdaraanan nila," she said.

Kara is the daughter of veteran columnist Randy David.

In 1999, GMA Network was honored with a Peabody award for investigative reporting in its "outstanding commitment to investigative reporting and for its efforts to achieve social change."

The 1999 Peabody honored the I-Witness episode "Kidneys for Sale" by Jessica Soho and Jay Taruc's "Child Labor" story on the now defunct news magazine Brigada Siyete.

It is interesting to note that HBO's "Thrilla in Manila," a documentary that probes the hype, mythology and meaning of the politically charged Muhammad Ali-Joe Frazier fights in the early 1970s, was also honored with a Peabody Award this year.

Diane Sawyer will host the 69th Annual Awards ceremony on May 17 at the Waldorf-Astoria in New York City.

The Peabody Awards recognizes distinguished achievement and meritorious public service by TV and radio stations, networks, cablecasters, webcasters, production organizations and individuals.

The board that chooses this year's recipients is composed of television critics, broadcast and cable industry executives, academics and experts in culture and the arts. All entries become a permanent part of the Peabody Archive in the University of Georgia Libraries.

LIST OF WINNERS. Here is the complete list of winners of the 69th Peabody Awards:

Modern Family (ABC)

Twentieth Century Fox Television in association with Levitan Lloyd Productions.

This wily, witty comedy puts quirky, contemporary twists in family ties but maintains an old-fashioned heart.

The Late Late Show with Craig Ferguson: An Evening with Archbishop Desmond Tutu (CBS)
Worldwide Pants, Inc.
As this fascinating, often funny interview attests, the Scottish-born Ferguson has made late-night television safe again for ideas.

Noodle Road: Connecting Asia's Kitchens (KBS1 TV)
Korean Broadcasting System
The who, where, what, why and how of Asia's culinary staple, rolled into one visually delicious hour.

A Hidden America: Children of the Mountains (ABC)
ABC News
A powerful documentary shot in the hollows and house trailers of Appalachia reminds us that not all critical problems lie in "developing" nations.

SesameStreet.org
Sesame Workshop
Big Bird and company display prodigious adaptability on this delightfully educational, interactive site.

BBC World News America: Unique Broadcast, Unique Perspective (BBC America)
BBC World News America, BBC America
A nightly newscast like none the United States has ever had, it places our actions and concerns in a global context.

The Cost of Dying (CBS)
CBS News 60 Minutes
Steve Kroft's report addressed inconvenient truths about the cost of end-of-life medical care with courage and compassion.

Independent Lens: Between the Folds (PBS)
Green Fuse Films, ITVS
A beautiful documentary about the art of paper folding, it makes you gasp at the possibilities -- of paper and of human creativity.

Glee (FOX)
Twentieth Century Fox Television
Dependably tuneful and entertaining, the musical dramedy that revolves around the motley members of a high-school choral club hit especially high notes with episodes such as "Wheels," about the daily struggles of a wheelchair-bound singer.

The OxyContin Express (Current TV)
Vanguard on Current TV
With tales of drug-dealing MDs in Florida and Appalachian "pill-billies," the documentary makes clear the enormity of the prescription-drug epidemic.

npr.org
National Public Radio
A whole lot of things considered, from "South Park" to North Korea, make this one of the great one-stop websites. And there's music you can dance to.

Diane Rehm Personal Award
Now available to National Public Radio listeners after decades on Washington's WAMU-FM, Rehm's talk show is the gold standard for civil, civic discourse.

The Day that Lehman Died (BBC World Service)
A Goldhawk Essential Production/BBC World Service Production
Merging news with dramatic reconstruction based on exhaustive interviews, this rare docudrama for radio put listeners in the boardroom and halls of Lehman Brothers as the financial giant collapsed.

In Treatment (HBO)
Leverage, Closest to the Hole Productions and Sheleg in association with HBO Entertainment
Giving new meaning to the phrase "theater of the mind,' this fictional series of psychiatrist-patient one-on-one's is the very essence of drama.

Inventing LA: The Chandlers and Their Times (PBS)
Peter Jones Productions
Digging into the lives and machinations of the first family of Los Angeles newspapers, documentary filmmaker Peter Jones finds drama enough for several feature films.

No. 1 Ladies' Detective Agency (HBO)
Mirage Enterprises and Cinechicks in association with The Weinstein Company, BBC and HBO Entertainment
Alexander McCall Smith's best-selling novels about Precious Ramotswe, an African detective, come vividly to life in this groundbreaking series, shot on location in Botswana.

Sabotaging the System (CBS)
CBS News 60 Minutes
Alarming and then some, Steve Kroft's survey of cyber-threats to America's infrastructure made it clear the siege is on and questioned our readiness to defend.

Brick City (Sundance Channel)
Sundance Channel, Brick City TV LLC
In this five-hour documentary series, the struggles of Newark's young mayor and other citizens trying to resurrect their blighted communities are sociologically instructive and dramatically compelling.

Thrilla in Manila (HBO)
Darlow Smithson Production, HBO Sports, HBO Documentary Films
Taking its title from the last of three legendary heavyweight bouts between Muhammad Ali and Joe Frazier, the documentary pulls no punches and lays bare misconceptions about their rivalry.

FRONTLINE: The Madoff Affair (PBS)
FRONTLINE, RAINmedia
The documentary takes viewers into the very heart of Bernie Madoff's Ponzi scheme, explaining how and why it worked for so long.

I-Witness: Ambulansiyang de Paa (GMA Network)
GMA Network, Inc., Philippines
Condemning deplorable conditions while celebrating neighborly valor and ingenuity, the report shows how people in a poor village carry their sick and injured over dangerous terrain to distant medical care using "ambulances on foot."

Independent Lens: The Order of Myths (PBS)
Folly River, Inc., Netpoint Productions, Lucky Hat Entertainment, ITVS
Margaret Brown's exploration of two Mardi Gras traditions in Mobile, Ala., one white, one black, is highly original, moving and insightful.

Hard Times (OPB Radio)
Oregon Public Broadcasting
The Main Street repercussions of Wall Street's reckless ways were nowhere in the media more humanly and thoughtfully documented than in this series of radio reports.

Brook Lapping Productions for the BBC in association with National Geographic Channel, France 3, NHK, VPRO, SVT, RTBF, VRT, NRK, SRC/CBC, DRTV SBS, YLE, TVP and Press TV
A spectacular, epic documentary that explains in fascinating, sometimes startling detail how the West and Iran arrived at the present standoff, it's imminently watchable and historically invaluable.

Soraya Sarhaddi Nelson: Covering Afghanistan (NPR)
National Public Radio
No reporter in any medium gives us a better sense of the variety of life inside Afghanistan than the multi-lingual chief of NPR's Kabul bureau.

The Great Textbook War (West Virginia Public Broadcasting)
Trey Kay Productions
This thoughtful, balanced and gripping radio documentary shows how a 1974 battle over textbook content in rural West Virginia foreshadows the "culture wars" still raging.

Mind the Gap: Why Good Schools Are Failing Black Students (Public Radio Stations)
Nancy Solomon
Independent producer Solomon exhibited great empathy for the students and teachers at the suburban New Jersey high school she studied, meanwhile asking tough, necessary questions.

Endgame (PBS)
Daybreak/Channel 4/Target Entertainment, Presented on PBS/MASTERPIECE by WGBH Boston
This intensely dramatic film, focused on secret negotiations at an English country estate–talks that helped to end apartheid in South Africa–offers a lesson in the possibilities of peaceful conflict resolution.

Sichuan Earthquake: One Year On (Now-Broadband TV News Channel)
Now-TV News, Hong Kong
The Hong Kong-based news organization noted the anniversary of the terrible Sichuan quake with respect for the victims and their families and hard questions about the substandard construction that worsened the death toll.

BART Shooting (KTVU-TV)
KTVU, Oakland, Calif.
KTVU's quick response to a train-station altercation that ended in a fatal shooting gave its reporters an edge, but it was their persistent digging afterwards that revealed serious, systematic problems in the Bay Area Rapid Transit police's tactics.

American Masters: Jerome Robbins -- Something to Dance About (PBS)
Thirteen/WNET
A retrospective of Robbins' life and work illustrated with dazzling performance clips and annotated with comments from noted ballet and Broadway colleagues, this brilliant documentary captured the legendary director/choreographer's "dark genius."

Chronicle: Paul's Gift (WYFF-TV)
WYFF 4, Greenville, S.C.
Simple, ingenious and effective, this public-service special followed the donated organs of an accident victim to a variety of recipients, showing their joy and gratitude, thus boosting a most worthy cause.

Under Fire: Discrimination and Corruption in the Texas National Guard (KHOU-TV)
KHOU-TV, Houston, Tex., Belo, Inc.
Dogged work by the Houston station's investigative reporters found such blatant discriminatory treatment of female soldiers that three top Texas Guard generals were fired and a new commanding officer was appointed.

Derrion Albert Beating (WFLD-TV)
FOX Chicago News: WFLD-TV and myfoxchicago.com
WFLD got national attention with horrifying video it obtained of the beating death of an honor student just blocks from his Chicago high school, but the greater feat was its comprehensive follow-up coverage of the suspects, the legal process and prevalence of similar violence.

Where Giving Life Is a Death Sentence (BBC America)
BBC World News America, BBC America, BBC World News, Newsnight
Correspondent Lyse Doucet trekked deep into Afghanistan's rugged Badakshan province to document conditions that give it the worst recorded rate of maternal mortality in the world.

Up in Smoke (KCET-TV)
KCET, Los Angeles
Lively, eye-opening coverage by KCET's "SoCal Connected" included a revelation that there are now more legal, medical-marijuana dispensaries in the city than Starbucks franchises, and a rare look at the "Cannabis Cowboys," an elite police team of pot-farm eradicators.

Derek Ramsay and Angelica Panganiban Photo Scandal

PUMUTOK KAMAKAILAN ANG balitang tinapos na nina Derek Ramsay at Angelica Panganiban ang kanilang three-year relationship. Ang pagiging selosa raw kasi ni Angel ang naging ugat ng kanilang paghihiwalay.

Derek and Angel, however, vehemently denied the rumor. Nagkatampuhan lang daw sila ng ilang araw. “All relationships have problems. Angel and I had some problems but it’s not third party, not pagseselos,” Derek clarified. He admitted that they both needed some time for themselves pero naayos naman daw ito matapos nilang mag-usap.

Derek detonated four explosive issues hurled at him during the interview.

First, totoo bang selosa si Angel? Iyakin pero hindi raw selosa ang kanyang girlfriend.

Second, binigyang-linaw niya ang kanyang kumalat na larawan kasama ang isang non-showbiz girl. The lady in question is Derek’s friend and their photo was taken in Cebu during the Sinulog Festival. “I have lots of pictures like that. Fans would ask you kung pwedeng pa-picture na hinahalikan mo ako. I’ll do it coz it’s harmless.”

Third, Derek clarified the issue that he often fetches Saida Diola, a member of a noontime show dance group, at Broadway Centrum. He apologized to Saida for being dragged into the controversy. Pinabulaanan din ni Derek ang balitang binigyan niya ito ng diamond ring.

Fourth, nagsalita siya tungkol sa diumano’y muli nilang pagkikita ng ex-girlfriend na si Solenn Heusaff. “I haven’t seen Solenn for a long time. Communication wise, a text or two but it’s been months.”

Tama si Derek nang sabihin niya na hindi lang ang mga pagsubok na ito ang posible nilang harapin ni Angel sa kanilang relasyon. Ngayon pa lang ay iniintriga nang hindi boto ang pamilya ni Derek kay Angel. “Hindi makikipagplastikan ang pamilya ko sa isang taong hindi nila gusto. If that’s the case, just leave my family out kasi they’re really honest and good people,” depensa ni Derek.

The success of any romantic relationship is a joint effort. Sabi nga, it takes two to tango. Paano ka sasabay sa mabilis, mabagal, romantiko at nakahihilong sayaw ng pag-ibig? At paano kung ikaw ay napagod na,

how do you keep the love burning?

Derek and Angel are both busy with their respective projects. Mapapanood si Derek sa Habang May Buhay samantalang si Angel ay nasa Banana Split at Rubi. Pero gaya ng ibang couples na in-love, wala pa bang planong magpakasal nina Derek and Angel? Balitang nasalo ni Angel ang bouquet sa wedding ng kanyang best friend. Magkatotoo kaya sa kanya ang paniniwala nating mga Pinoy na kung sinuman ang makasalo ng bridal flower ay siya ang susunod na ikakasal? Abangan.

Kaibigan, usap tayo muli!

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"I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man."

RICKY'S BLOG ENTRY. Narito ang kabuuan ng blog entry ni Ricky kung saan ipinagtapat niya ang kanyang tunay na pagkatao:

"I personally believe that being gay does not define who a person is, yet, one should not deny its significance. To reveal to the world that one is gay is not for all, but to those who choose to do so usually experience a certain feeling of freedom and excitement for life's fullness.

"A few months ago I decided to write my memoirs, a project I knew was going to bring me closer to an amazing turning point in my life. From the moment I wrote the first phrase I was sure the book was the tool that was going to help me free myself from things I was carrying within me for a long time. Things that were too heavy for me to keep inside. Writing this account of my life, I got very close to my truth. And this is something worth celebrating.

"For many years, there has been only one place where I am in touch with my emotions fearlessly and that's the stage. Being on stage fills my soul in many ways, almost completely. It's my vice. The music, the lights and the roar of the audience are elements that make me feel capable of anything. This rush of adrenaline is incredibly addictive. I don't ever want to stop feeling these emotions. But it is serenity that brings me to where I'm at right now. An amazing emotional place of comprehension, reflection and enlightenment. At this moment I'm feeling the same freedom I usually feel only on stage, without a doubt, I need to share.

"Many people told me: "Ricky it's not important", "it's not worth it", "all the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse", "many people in the world are not ready to accept your truth, your reality, your nature". Because all this advice came from people who I love dearly, I decided to move on with my life not sharing with the world my entire truth. Allowing myself to be seduced by fear and insecurity became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sabotage. Today I take full responsibility for my decisions and my actions.

"If someone asked me today, "Ricky, what are you afraid of?" I would answer "the blood that runs through the streets of countries at war...child slavery, terrorism...the cynicism of some people in positions of power, the misinterpretation of faith." But fear of my truth? Not at all! On the contrary, It fills me with strength and courage. This is just what I need especially now that I am the father of two beautiful boys that are so full of light and who with their outlook teach me new things every day. To keep living as I did up until today would be to indirectly diminish the glow that my kids where born with. Enough is enough. This has to change. This was not supposed to happen 5 or 10 years ago, it is supposed to happen now. Today is my day, this is my time, and this is my moment.

"These years in silence and reflection made me stronger and reminded me that acceptance has to come from within and that this kind of truth gives me the power to conquer emotions I didn't even know existed.

"What will happen from now on? It doesn't matter. I can only focus on what's happening to me in this moment. The word "happiness" takes on a new meaning for me as of today. It has been a very intense process. Every word that I write in this letter is born out of love, acceptance, detachment and real contentment. Writing this is a solid step towards my inner peace and vital part of my evolution.

"I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man. I am very blessed to be who I am."



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